We are flying out to Fiji tomorrow with a group of friends.
It was meant to be a fabulous trip, I had planned to announce on the first day that we were expecting a baby. By then it was going to be pretty obvious. The little bump and the fact that I wouldn't be drinking would be pretty firm signs. I was so looking forward to telling this group, they are the friends I see frequently via school, and I'm pretty sure they would have all been shocked initially, then very excited for us.
Instead, I had to tell them all last week that we were, but now we're not.
Typically I enjoy spending time with these friends, but right now I sort of dread the thought of being with people. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
It's been two weeks today.
It was meant to be a fabulous trip, I had planned to announce on the first day that we were expecting a baby. By then it was going to be pretty obvious. The little bump and the fact that I wouldn't be drinking would be pretty firm signs. I was so looking forward to telling this group, they are the friends I see frequently via school, and I'm pretty sure they would have all been shocked initially, then very excited for us.
Instead, I had to tell them all last week that we were, but now we're not.
Typically I enjoy spending time with these friends, but right now I sort of dread the thought of being with people. I just want to curl up in a ball and cry.
It's been two weeks today.
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