I had to go shopping today, and without thinking about it, found myself at our usual large shopping centre.
As I parked the car, it hit me.
This was the last place where I was happy.
It was the place I took my big girl for the day, two days before we discovered that our baby had died. The place where I nearly told her that she was going to be a big sister.
There were no tears, but I did feel uneasy and studiously avoided the areas we had been together, the cafe where I had a 'funny moment' with the coffee, the chemist where I bought prenatal vitamins, the baby clothing section in Myer.
I need to find some new happy moments.
As I parked the car, it hit me.
This was the last place where I was happy.
It was the place I took my big girl for the day, two days before we discovered that our baby had died. The place where I nearly told her that she was going to be a big sister.
There were no tears, but I did feel uneasy and studiously avoided the areas we had been together, the cafe where I had a 'funny moment' with the coffee, the chemist where I bought prenatal vitamins, the baby clothing section in Myer.
I need to find some new happy moments.
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